Sabtu, 29 Oktober 2011

Winds of Change

Several cedar trees tower over our house. They’re about 80-100 years old, according to the arborist who came out. And this time of year, many of the fronds turn rust-colored. Not to be outdone, the leaves on a gargantuan maple tree in the yard also turn yellow edged with rust. Some of the leaves immediately go brown, fall, and bedeck the yard like craft-supply scraps. But many leaves hang on for dear life.

Switch gears. I’m a writer. I write novels, and lately I’ve been plotting one. Well, re-plotting really because it needed some serious work. Jeff Gerke offers some great tools for writers. In his Plotting for the Character-First Novelist eBook, he explains how we writers have to go about pretending to be the god of our characters. Now, hear me out because that doesn’t sound like something you’d expect to read here at Net’s Notes. Here’s where I’m going with this: as a writer defines her character and then puts that character on the fast track to change (80,000 – 90,000 words is all you get to accomplish a profound character arc), they have to push the character toward change. Writers motivate characters to change. 

Same’s true in our lives, and that’s why this method of plotting works. It’s how God relates with us. As the Author and Finisher of our faith, as our God, He positions us in life so we’re faced with the option to change. Here’s the cycle: He points out a better way to live, we resist because we don’t like change, then He escalates the motivation until we’re convinced and finally relent. Resonates, doesn’t it?

Rack your brain with me. What are some changes you know you need to make, but haven’t? You’re semi-comfortable where you’ve always been. You’ve settled there like that fallen leaf in my yard. Bugs treat you like part of the landscape and make their way around or over you. Birds land on you. Nothing moves you. 

Well, except for wind.

Confession time, and please don’t tell our neighbors, but we don’t rake our yard. We’re fenced in on every side, so that fact shouldn’t affect the neighbors. (I do regret that the huge maple spills leaves into their yards, though.) Why bother raking when the winds will come? What does the wind do? It sweeps the green lawn clean and tucks the leaves into the corners of the yard where we can get to them in spring, if we want. Wind changes the landscape and those immovable leaves get moved, like it or not. 

Same’s true for those cedar fronds. Wind changes everything. Strong Autumn winds come along and clear the trees. Suddenly, there is no more resistance to change.

Then the trees rest. So does the wind. See the tie-in?

God’s asking us to change. He really does have the best for us in mind. And yes, change isn’t fun. It’s not comfortable. And it's not often pretty. But things’ll turn out better if we just get on with it. We’ll turn out better if we cooperate. 

If we don’t? He’ll bring the wind. Ever since a huge tree missed our house by only a few feet as it fell years ago, I’ve been a bit apprehensive where wind storms are concerned. Remember those cedars I mentioned? Yeah. We’re surrounded. They come down, we’re toast.

But they’re not going anywhere. The other benefit of 80-100 years in our windy climes is that their roots are deep, strong. Those trees are anchored. 

Wind storms make me pray. Intensely. I hold my breath waiting for the next gust and press really close to God. My “roots” go deep in Him. And the same’s true in my life. He brings motivation (wind), and I dig deep in Him. He’d been chasing me but suddenly I’m chasing Him. 

And when the storm is over, I see His wisdom. The trees are cleared and the winds die down. And then, a season of rest. Followed by a season of new growth and beautiful life. 

One night as I prayed about the wind storm roaring like a freight-train convention outside the window, God told me fall winds had to happen; that's how He designed things. It's how those fall leaves and dead cedar branches get cleared and make way for a new season. The trees cooperate and they earn their rest. 

Will you?

Rabu, 26 Oktober 2011

Penuntas Generation

Penuntas generation is the generation that did not leave any task that is even happening restitution of all things, and I am coming soon. Whatever you call this the last generation that is not unstoppable as it has been foretold by the prophet Joel.
A generation of fire into character, passionate love and obedience. To them I confers the acceleration due to the already very short time. Acceleration makes whatever you do is complete grace. No place is too high, no burden is too heavy. Their hearts yearn just to complete the task and reach the finish line.
This generation, the generation that captures of me and do exactly what I want. Unity is a joy for them because they know it is impossible without a complete and finish all work together, without love, without putting one another.
Generation penuntas is my hope, the hope of God's people, the last generation who feared his power all enemies.
While all things are heading in the end, then this generation will be penggenap that makes all the will and promise-promise fulfilled over the whole earth.
I'm in front tentaraKu, my men very much. Trumpet is blown, the earth trembled, the sun, moon, stars await your arrival and look forward to the children of God that terrible day, the day on which generation penuntas win and conquer the world.
  Arise hero!

Penuntas generation Arise!

This is the goal, here's your time!

Senin, 24 Oktober 2011

Photography










All of this photos are my favourite photography...
couse, they have a meaning that can bring me up,, they are my inspiration photos

Daily Life in Oz Land

Ok, I am sooo not used to these temps! We have a heat advisory today, which basically advises everyone to stay in air conditioning, if you can. Heat index may get as high as 107 today, plus the humidity is very high, so a very bad combination. At 1:53 p.m., it's currently 96 degrees.

Daily life consists of early rise between 6:30 and 8 a.m. to get the girls outside and then feed all the critters, excluding the horses who are happy with their grass this time of year. Put some coffee on, check my email and maybe do a little reading. I'm currently readingThe Simple Living Guide by Janet Luhrs. Great book if you're interested in streamlining and getting back to basics. I made some "from scratch" macaroni & cheese yesterday morning. This morning I made pancakes from Bisquick, but quite tasty with a little vanilla added to the batter.

I'm having just a little difficulty adjusting to my schedule, which consists of getting up around 1 a.m. to fix/finish Tom's dinner. Then I'm awake until 3, sometimes 4 a.m., watching TV with him. Usually he falls asleep before me. Last night he started watching "The Kingdom" with Jamie Foxx and Jennifer Garner -- not usually my pick as far as movies go. But I got involved in watching it while he fell asleep. A bit graphic for my taste, but a very simple and profound ending. I seem to run out of steam every 3rd or 4th day, and I can only attribute this to my weird sleeping/waking schedule. So yesterday I ended up napping for about an hour. :) I've never been much for naps, so that's a very new concept for me.

Tomorrow we are heading north to Abilene, KS to visit his relatives and attend a rodeo; it's about a 2 hour and 45 min drive. Tom was born and raised in Abilene and although both his parents have passed way, he still has family up there. They are throwing us a little party, then we'll head to the rodeo for the evening so Tom can watch some of the team roping events. Hopefully I won't pass out in the forecasted 104 heat!! How embarrassing that would be! :-0

I've included some new pics -- some are for fun, and some are me playing around with my camera and trying to get better at taking pics. Blogger.com isn't very user-friendly when it comes to arranging your pics in your blog, it's quite tedious. So if it looks a bit mussy, oh well, what can I say. I did my best. ;-)



The Life of Non-Working Girl

Ok, first off, that title is not totally accurate. Even though I am not working a full-time job, I can't believe how busy I am staying. I end up with more on my "list" than I can get done in a day! So I may not be working at a professional job and getting paid, but I sure am working at the homestead here in Kansas.

Today, I got my hair cut. Yep. I think we took 3 or 4 inches off. It was getting pretty mangly at the ends and I just could not stand it any longer. I like it, I think. I'll give it a few days and see how it works out when I wash and dry it. Could be a whole different look then. I'll try to get a pic in the next few days and send to a select few. :)

Stopped at the grocery store before I headed out of town to get some fixings for a pasta salad; just finished putting it all together, and first taste was pretty good. We'll see how it tastes after the flavors blend together for a few hours.

Tom & I also took paint horse to the vet this a.m. for a follow-up. He tangled with some barb wire fencing last weekend, and it was very, very ugly. He tore off a section of his foot above one of his front hoofs (hooves?). We were up until midnight last Sat, between Tom getting him to the vet and then rigging up a small pen to keep him in from this point forward. Of course it was raining too. Took Tom almost an hour just to get the fifth wheel loose (rusted) and the trailer hooked up. He hadn't used it since last fall. He learned his lesson from that lil episode. :-( While he was doing that, I was holding paint. Amazing how high a horse's pain tolerance can be. He walked around with blood pooled at the bottom of the ripped portion, and he was quite content to eat the "good" grass. In any event, when the vet took off the bandage today, he just shook his head and said (again), "not good". So it's a day by day thing now. Tom has given paint a shot of penicillin every day for the last 5 days, and redressed his wound and rebandaged it every day too. Now we'll just be redressing it and rebandaging it everyday. I was blown away at Tom's patience, his calmness and his knowledge. He's awesome with horses. :)

This pic of paint a few days ago belies just how serious his injury is; you can just barely see the lovely aqua bandage on his front leg. His sedate temperament has really shown through these last few days and he's been awesome through everything. His problem is that he's only 7 years young, and he gets bored easily. He had a bad habit of hanging his head over the fence to get the grass on the other side, even though he has 15-20 acres to graze. He must have got his foot caught in the lower string of barb wire; we weren't home when it happened. We just came home to a disaster after a lovely day running errands on Saturday and eating at a mexican restaurant at Magelang.

Update On My Life

Ok, so I've been most terribly remiss in keeping everyone up-to-date on my blog. Let's see, who or what shall I blame? The beautiful Kansas weather this time of year (up to 60 degrees today Dec. 2), the family that was here off and on throughout last week, the job at South Central Kansas Regional Medical Center that lasted just shy of 3 weeks, or the Mobsters game on Myspace???? Hmmmm, take your pick!

I will say that Mobsters can be quite addictive -- I play it for the strategy angle (should I buy more income-producing territory or more equipment for attacking other mobsters?) rather than joining some of the clique mobs that populate the game. And trust me, some of these mobs can become quite antagonistic at times! No, I prefer to play on my own, attacking those who do not belong to big mobs and making $$ off them so I can advance to my next level. I guess that mirrors my place in life -- I always prefer to take the lonesome road, or at least the road less traveled, as I excel by myself!

The job at SCKRMC was not for me. I was getting all the different medical insurance plans down pat, even though it can be extremely difficult and confusing. What finally pushed me over the edge and made me decide this job wasn't for me -- being alone on the 3-11 shift in ER, not only responsible for registration of all ER walk-ins and emergencies alike, but also responsible for answering the switchboard, calling code blues or reds and gathering appropriate staff as needed for these code calls, handling the fire alarm if it went off and following all protocols and processes involved thereto, etc., etc. The hospital's business is increasing rapidly, plus they just received approval to build a new hospital on the edge of town, which will cause their business to increase even more. I had a discussion with the Business Office Manager upon my departure, and she agreed with me on many counts that there should be 2 people staffing the ER registration desk, not just one. Just think how these patients must feel as the registrar stops to answer the switchboard multiple times as she is trying to get the patient registered!!

WalMart called and I just couldn't go through with that one!! They wanted to hire me as a cashier for the holiday season -- sure, it would have been some income, and perhaps I would have been retained after the holidays and even managed to move up in the ranks due to my most excellent abilities and experience (LOL), but I decided I just could NOT deal with the holiday mobs. Nope, not for me. I served my time in the retail world in my 20s!!!

And so I search for the next job. I just applied for an Accts Payable clerk with Sumner County. This job pays relatively well, and obviously would have great benefits as it is a gov't job. I decided a few years ago I really like working with numbers, so I think I might like this job. The only drawback -- full time 8-5, so I wouldn't see Tom much during the week, just on weekends. I just can't worry about that right now, maybe I could transfer into another position within the county later down the line. I'll cross my fingers and hope I hear from them.

We are less one horse as of yesterday. No, we haven't put paint horse down (yet). Tom's daughter Missy took Mike (Tom's former roping horse) back to Wyoming with them. Mike's roping days are over due to his age, so he will be pampered and get tons of attention from Missy and Jason and the kids.

The vet came by on Saturday to look at paint horse. He's been limping much worse the last 3 to 4 weeks. The vet thinks that he may actually have some hoof trying to grow under the old hoof growth. So Tom trimmed his front hooves and he seems to be walking a bit better, altho still limping. He lays down out in the pasture more during the day. I'm still going to try to get him into that sanctuary in eastern Kansas. He may still have the potential to be used as a training horse for kids; time will tell.

Tom was in WA state at the Boeing plant for the two weeks prior to Thanksgiving. There were some defective nut plates that had to be replaced; seems they didn't get anti-corrosive material applied to them before installation. So Tom got to work 12 hr shifts while he was in WA, and bulked up his paycheck for 2 weeks, for which he was very thankful. He was off all last week, and just returned to work at Spirit today, but he is still on the 3-day work weeks due to the recent Boeing strike. I hope he finds out some good news today when he returns to work -- such as they are going back to regular work shifts, or they may even want him to go to WA state again. I guess there are still some Spirit guys up there this week.

I think that's about all since October. I must say I love living out here and have never felt isolated or lonesome. It is so rugged and beautiful, and quiet. I do miss everyone back home in Ohio and I'm hoping I can drive home for a visit very soon. I'm trying to work something out, so we'll see.... I know it would be easier for me to do before I get a job!

Oh, re: pics........ I'm crossing my fingers that I can get a new camera real soon. My old camera just doesn't have the focus that I want or need. So IF I get that new camera, I promise there will be new pics coming. I didn't even get any pics with Tom's family here last week. :-(

One Bussy Weekend

It's been one very busy weekend, full of dog biscuit baking! The girls love their newest job - TASTE TESTERS. It's getting difficult for me to bake biscuits with the dogs constantly underfoot. Trust me, they take their jobs quite seriously.


I am hoping (fingers crossed) to get my iMac back from the repair shop tomorrow. I feel a huge disconnect since it crashed - I haven't been able to properly visit my friends' blogs, and I miss reading about y'all!!! Plus I desperately need my iMac for my dog biscuit venture - my label art is on it, and I'm out of Lazy G Ranch labels. ACK!

In addition to being a busy weekend, it's been a quick one. Hard for me to believe that tomorrow is the start of another week... here's wishing everyone a wonderful week full of smiles and fun.

UPDATE: I have my car back, but my cell phone is another ongoing saga, just like my computer... don't ya just love technology sometimes??!

Minggu, 23 Oktober 2011

Song Lyrics " This is My Life "

Hopsin, Ak'Sent, Tynisha Keli & Donte "Burger" Winston
This Is My Life Lyrics 


You Need to get your life straight for Christ's sake,
Beacuse your mind state ain't moving as fast as my pace,
You're spening cheese every other day on new kicks,
It's usless, sometimes I wonder if you're stupid

Yo, I'm a real boss cick,
You better believe it,
I buy what I want whenever I need it,
I girl like me don't worry about haters and all that light stuff,
I'll worry about it later,

You're acting like a dummy and I'm mad
(Mad?)
You think we don't know you get your money from your dad
(What?)
It's obvious you never even had a job before,
Step to this you'll be highly sore
What up?
(Shut Up)

Now when I say we gonna 
Y'all say rock it
We gonna (Rock it!)
We gonna (Rock it!
When I say we gonna
Y'all say rock it
We gonna (Rock it!)
We gonna (Rock it!)

When I say we won't
Y'all say stop
We won't (Stop!)
We won't (Stop!)
When I say we won't
Y'all say stop
We won't (Stop!)
We won't (Stop!)

This is my life
I got to get it, baby
Say yeah
Say yeah
This is my life
I got to get it, baby
Say yeah(Yeah!)
Say yeah 

This is my life,
I got to get it, baby
Say yeah
Say yeah
This is my life,
I got to get it, baby
Say yeah
Say yeah

Sabtu, 22 Oktober 2011

I Think that Photogphing is a Fun Activities










Little Bit of Me












Little Bit of Fun

believe it or not doesn't matter..
screwed up.............so messy hahahahaha ^^
yesterday, my sister and I went to my aunt's house .. and I'm arguing with my sister,because we do not want to go there .. erk
my aunt always control what we should do, if we argue or noisy, she would be angry .. gosh!!!
then she left the house to buy milk, and then we watch TV with the audio very hard and we are singing, screaming and the house was very messy ..
when my aunt came home and opened the door, we do not hear anything because it is very noisy .. and we suddenly went quiet, and saw her face expressing a very angry, her face flushed and finally she could do just told us to straighten it all .. how stupid she is,,hahahahaha
already revealed face like that, but can only do that?? wow .. our weirdest day everexperienced, I thought she would beat us and scolded us with her magical grandmother's voice .. hahahaha
it did not ... what a idiot aunt she is
if you want to know my hobbies, well this is one of them .. but not the picture that I mean,actually was photographed with the emotional, the story of this picture is about achieving what we want and keep trying until it can be. therefore, I am really pleased if you see thispicture of me .. frankly, my parents behind Stand up to buy a special camera photographerso I can use it well.
I thought, no way my parents would buy me a camera, I think it is not true if there issomething that is impossible .. hahahahaha ^. <
it actually happened to me .. and is still happening today as well